End of Summer....

For some reason I always think of August as a fall month, and it is because I know I will be back in school by the end. But that is okay. This year I am determined to do life and career differently: Life first, career second.
I will be doing my best at keeping school at school. I will also be praying that my vertigo will not be bad and I can get it under control.  New doctor in Denver and back to acupuncture I will go!  What. Ever. It. Takes!
I have had a great extended summer!  Being home with my daughter for her first four months has been amazing!  I have watched her change and grow and be pink! I will miss snuggling her and her happy little chortles and grins! But I know I get the weekends and holidays and precious evenings!

Princess Sweetness at 3 Months!

Jackson is excited for second grade. We don't know who his teacher is just yet, but he is excited just the same.

My big boy!

Stevie is looking forward to preschool and our spirited Nicholas will be joining him in the Adventures of Daycare. I cannot believe how big my Boys are getting. Can I get a pause button?

Sleeping cuteness...

As for me, I am the same. I finally took the diuretics and they were a fail. The one thing that we looked forward to at the end of my pregnancy was a flop and so I am back to square one. With a new doctor who is an ENT and specializes in dizziness. We can only hope this chapter soon ends.

Me...On a good day!

Still worried about the Prozac even though I know I NEED it. no questioning that. I just don't want to be one of those people. I don't want to be labeled crazy or anything. I just want to be alive again.  I don't want life to pass me by and at the end of it having regrets.  Which I do. TONS of them.
And the Kitchen Sink?  Well that was okay. There were a few days that I just didn't feel like it and it got piled up, but when I finally went to do them I felt okay about it. It was less...depressing. So that's a start, right?
My goal this month: continue with the dishes and sweep every day.